This is about nothing and everything. It’s about seeing every little shit from every possible angle. It’s about carrying too much and about not carrying at all. It’s about everything I can imagine. It’s about the reality I live in. It’s about getting everything out of my head… it’s about being free… free from my own thoughts.
I don’t want to run away from them because I can’t escape… they follow me everywhere I go and they give me hell, but it’s my hell and I have to live with it so this is my way to pay extra attention to my hell because I’m Pointless Overthinking.
That’s what I started with. It was all about me, but the journey so far made me realize that it shouldn’t be about me. I started with the idea that I am a problem, but the reality is that I have a problem. A problem of perspective. I thought that life had only one color… my color, but actually life is a rainbow. I can’t get stuck in only one color… I want to see them all. So I’ve started to question my color… maybe it’s something wrong with it. I need to go deeper… to search deeper… to understand deeper…
If I can see more colors within, I can see the rainbow in others.
